Some friendship only exists for show, how pathetic. How can ppl get so close with someone they just met not long ago?it's so fake man! Totally gross. But it's alright, I will stand by your side! Don't worry, just be who you are. =)

I'm so crazy about Bruce lee now.. He was so cool and talented! though he was quite stubborn, but that's also the other way of saying that he was very firm to his ground and his believe. Which I'm so like him, similar in the sense. Cause everyone is telling me that I'm stubborn, but I really can't bring myself to change my opinion just because I think differently. Yea, I know I'm difficult. And because I'm not easy to deal with, I don't have lots of friends. Sounds emo I know. But I just have to face that ugly truth. Although almost hundred of pol came for my 21st birthday celebrations, but, somehow, I can sense whether they are there or not. I don like to see ppl whispering. But I'm seeing that very often. I won't ask, I respect everyone's decision. To share or hide is their issues. But when we are talking about true friendship, I suppose there is no secrets. Never mind, Bruce lee had got little friends too. I think, for ppl like us, the difficult ones, is common that ppl will easily misunderstood us. But, because of our pride, and that deadly stubborness, we don't explain for our action. And at the end of the day, the real sufferer will be us but, it's ok. Cause we hold on to our principle, and living our life in clear conscious. No back stabbing or gossiping . No matter what others say, I live my life in pride. :) just like Bruce lee. :) I believe, there will be this day where ppl can really understand and accept who I am! Way to go Kelly tan !! Jia you jia you jia you !!!

I'm iron man. can't you see I'm hiding myself in this thick metal covering to escape from the cruel reality? Violent is my only defence. I'll fight till the end!!

Why do I always feel so empty when u are gone

i'm super unhappy

no life till max.. !!!


birthday planning is another shit.. argh..

shouldn't have celebrate in the first place..

those that keep encouraging me to have the celebration,
where the hell are all of you?!