I've been feeling rather stressful and drained recently..
how i wish there is someone who will understand my feeling..
=(

i'm no longer dolly..
i'm losing the ability to fake smile..

i'm becoming more and more straight-forward now..
though i preferred this way, but who else will?
忠言 will always 逆耳..
most ppl will opt for a hit-around-the-bush style, right??
hais..



一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定 几个我 住在心里面
偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姐妹
一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对

5 more days to go..
i miss dear dear..

hais, weekends are always short..
especially when you only get to see him for just one day..
=((

i miss you so much..

i feel so scare.. inferior.. lost..
don leave me okay..

i tried to ignore this bad feeling but i really cant..
stand by me, will you?

quick upload before i turn in..

im so obsessed with korea stuffs nowadays.. !!
songs, clothes, bages, everything!!!
even the guy (kimhyunjoong!!)..
muahahaha!!

anyway, i miss alot of ppl again..
=((

tong tong arh..
clara arh..
yun wen hsin ling blah blah blah..
zhong liang kiat arh...

i wish i've got the time to meet u all lah..
oh ya.. and my TFS girls..
ahh... i need time..!!

now, ive just finished all my tests..
din do well i suppose..
fail in fact.. Zzzzz

but anyway, project deadline next time and exam at the end of the month..
so, really sorry if i had turned u down for times..
i just need the time to sleep or study or give tuition or go popo's house..
yah, u might think im abit over to keep going to my grandparent's place..
but i really love them alot and i wanna spend more time with them together..

hmmm... yupps, so.. im busy..
wait till 4th of Nov okays???

haha.. clubbing setted alr..
what else can i plan to celebrate this holi??
hmm hmm mmm... im thinking hard..

plan with me alright??
pinic, clubbing, oversea shopping, swimming and blahs...
im fine!!!

so, don miss me too much guys..
i miss ya all too~!!

just endure with me..

and oh, silly dear dear..
jia you for ur NS arh..
=))

after 4th nov, just after 4th Nov and we'll haf fun, plenty!!!!

ps: im going pubbing this weekend!! but i'll be doing project on sun.. =((
wahahaha~!!