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hais...
i've lost a friend, just like that..
my heart aches alot..

i don know what to do or say now..
i really hate to experience such thing in such a sudden situation..
hais..

what can i do next?
i don wish to go to school..
i don know how to face .....

i'm very sad.. but she can simply laugh it off..
this may be a small matter to her, but it had cost me to lose my 8 years of friendship..
it's so heart wrenching..

this incident had occupied my mind most of the times during these few days..
i cannot simply pretend that it's all settled..
i cannot concentrate in lecture, let alone reading the text..
i've been pondering alot..
and i hate it so..

the fact is, i've lost a friend because of a misunderstanding..
how lame but yet, how true..

hais.. im mood less for anything now..
oh man, such a wonderful new year gift.. ZZZzzzz




i don wish to attend lesson tomolo, its not that i'm lazy, but my mind is not with me now..
hais.. hais... hais.. so painful