i just need to rant

my bro is planning to enter poly... with a cut-off point of 14...
he DIDN'T intend to discuss anything with me!
he turn all my advice to deaf ears!!!

everyday only says wait for jiejie... wait for jiejie...
WTF?!

i not jiejie meh....?? although he always call me meimei...
but the true fact is im jiejie and im a poly student now!
im sure i know more than jiejie!!!!
im sure!!!

argh... always jiejie here jiejie there...
wth lah...
den me wat??
extra arh???

my sibling make me into a freak~~!!!
they don care me and always ignore me!!!!!!!!!
i don like
i don wan!!!!!!

i hate being outcast!!!!!
i hate them for ganging up!
i hate myself for worrying abt his olevel result for a few hours few days back.!
i hate myself for encouraging him during his olevel time!

argh!!!!
can u just hear me out????