Thursday, November 13, 2008
hello... i'm here to blog..
hmmm... tues comm skill presentation was hell man..
prepare all night through yet, my effort is not appreciated..
&*%#@&$
the teacher wasn't even looking, and i'm totally not in the mood to act lo
to think im still so excited for it...
"Oops, not again"
*^%$&@%^$
anyway, due to the fact that the teacher spoil our mood, we din take pic together!
again, &*%$@%$^
but i've got 2 of me before i go out... so, let's see..
okays.. that's all for the *&%@&*% tues..
i've dreamt of the scene of me commiting suicide a few days ago..
din tell anyone yet, cause i just recall..
the feeling is very terrible..
ok, i shall share my dream with u...
hmmm... after i 'die' for some reason ( i forget what already)
let's say is for attention..
den, i'll remind in that place for a long time..
i'm all alone..
no one hears me or see me..
i'm helpless..
i can turn to no one..
then, i saw the scene i 'die'..
and i saw the aftermath..
alot of ppl cry for me..
bitterly tearing in front of my pic..
i tried to stop them, but, no one saw me
i cant touch them..
i cant talk to them
i felt so regretful..
next, i saw the scene of me not choosing to 'die'..
if i wait patiently, people will find me..
give me attention..
talk to me..
i feel even bad for my act..
but there's no turning back..
cause' no one see me
no one hears me..
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END OF MY DREAM~!
i feel so inferior nowadays..
bf says i'm heavier le.. =(
and with my new hair cut, i felt worse
although it might not be obvious,
but i still hate to show out my eyebrow
i feel so ku ku
i wanna be beautiful..
i wanna be a lady
i wanna wear sleeveless..
i wanna wear mini skirt..
hais..
u think will i be beautiful?
hais... see my hair...
BEFORE
AFTER
=( =( =(
I'm guilty for being too EMO***
if i'm brave enough, ... .. ..
emo song... for emo people.. =)
it's not easy to find a friend who will accept you n never let go.. really..
once its gone, it will never be back..
do u know how much i miss you..
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i still cant find the courage to face you
guess its all over now..
but, ur coming back is still the biggest hope i'm pinning for..
Labels: don judge me if u don noe me
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