okays..

tagboard is back..

=)

these few days, haf been bad..

F1 thingy is crazy..
phone keeps ringing...
yes no yes no...
finally i said NO.
=)

my chong is at his company's chalet since yesterday..
haven receive a call from him the whole day..
last night, his phone was off..
and fuck, my friend told me he was drunk..
aiya..
i don wish to think..
i'll trust him, i will..
he told me he will be back home tonight..
i don noe how late is his night
as he haven been contacting me yet..
=(

at times, i really think that i can happily let him go out and play..
but, when he is out, he will tends to neglect me..
i need attention, you know that..
how do u expect me to feel when u didn't call me for one whole day/night..

hais.. maybe i'm really too 'sticky'
maybe i'm the one with fault..
maybe i'm really too kiddy..
maybe i'm really too emo..
maybe i'm really too sensitive..
hais..
maybe i should really learn to grow up..

* i respect your space, but you should make me part of your life.

anyway, compose a few songs today..
haf the melody in mind..
but i think, haha
forget it..