Kelly's Parks

2010-08-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

hais. i tout i wont be here again but.. here i am..

feeling very complicated now.
emo, lonely, sad, angry, blah blah blah..
i don't know.
maybe im numb?

hais. i wish to disappear.
i don wanna see anyone, do anything.
pls let me vanish into the thin air.
hais. what the hell..

what's wrong with me.?
feeling like jumping off and end everything now.
fullstop.

2010-08-04T11:15:00.001-07:00

OMG.

i miss her, again. =(

2010-07-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

i'm so so so stressed about this new school term.
so so so many projects to handle.
so so so many things have not been spoken.
so so so out-of-touched with everyone.
i'm so afraid.

there's nothing for me to do, even if i think very hard and ask everyone.

don do = remain in the current situation
do = risk, not advisable.

as i'm bothering myself with this school reopening issue, my house god have been very nice and gave me an answer.
: i had a dreamt and a lot number appeared, so my mum checked the "divine" book for me and the answer is so real and matching to what i've been thinking. the only thing that i can do now is

忍!

i'll have to endure, if the situation says so.

hmmmm.. i think it's not hard to keep quiet. i'll be a good student and group member with my ears and not mouth. =)

smile kelly. keep smiling!

oh, and another to talk about; thanks everyone!!!!

Thank you guys for having the thoughts of coming down to the funeral. Sorry if i didn't reply you all cause i feel that i'm only a grandchildren and that the area is limited. Let my uncles and auntys friends sits around better bah. but really appreciates all your thoughts. =)

Thanks guys, for the effort to drag me out of the house. i know i've been rejecting dates and meet-ups, but thanks for the effort. i came out eventually right? All thanks to your encouragements!!! i'm so touched when i hear you guys over the other side of the phone trying very hard to 'pyscho' me out. and when my mood is not there and you all understands, i really feel like hugging everyone of you for being so nice to me. cause i know, some wont ask you out again when you have reject them once. so, thanks so much ppl.!!

hearts you all so so so much and i'll be that old me again, soon. =)

(sometimes if i'm red with tears, it's because i think of him again. so, i appreciate and hopes you all wont hug me or touch me first, cause i don wish to cry in public. =) )

2010-06-04T11:33:00.001-07:00

Happy holiday, really!! I love being free and easy. Simple and relax. But I'm poor, super broke!!! :( receive only $100 from gst offset is so little to contribute to anything. I need a new lappy and I wanna get myself a spec for school. I wanna go genting with girlfriends, celebrate sosososo many birthdays for loved ones. But where are both darn blue notes?!

Hate it!

2010-05-28T05:56:00.001-07:00

I'm not sure whether Im right. But if u really block me from your photo album, then the only thing I can say is, Fuck you!! Knnccb!!!

2010-05-13T10:38:00.000-07:00

i miss her, you, you, you, you and you now.
but, i'm staring at my phone blankly.

=(

i dont dare to ask ppl out,
i hate rejection. =(

i guess you, you you or you will never know that you've been missed by me.
cause my dignity, if that's the right word to use, haha, is kinda strong.
sorry to you you you and you for my lack of courage.

but to the other you you you and you, thanks for asking. =)

Drama

2010-05-12T02:32:00.001-07:00

I don know how u guys will feel after watching dramas.. But for me, I'm those who is very into the movie. That y, after watching Bruce lee's legend, I'm so inspired to be someone of clear conscious. And now, after watching the last episode of 1 litre of tears, I'm inspired to be a useful person. I ( try ) won't waste my tears or time on immature friendship or whatever, trying hard to get them right. And yes, I gave up! Because I'm sure, friends are cool but family is the coolest. We may be happy with friends doing the latest or the most IN things, but what happen when we are sick? Is it the family's obligation to take care of you and foregone their own entertainment? No of course! So when I'm good, I just wanna spend time with those that I really loved. Who knows what will happen next. I just want to live with no regrets and a big big thank you to those who cares for me.

Tired

2010-04-11T02:01:00.001-07:00

Today feels so relax. Though I know I should be doing sth, but I just choose to stone. Haha. Nvm, I can start chionging with my friends tomorrow too!! And yea, celebrated kk's birthday last Friday. Everything is fine, although there's alot of small issues, most of the time. Haha. And I'm really really glad that, I've found back a real true friend!! I guess we are just too similar already, that's y whenever there's disagreement, we choose to accept quietly but with doubts and questions in mind. And so, those doubts starts to block our vision and thinking, confusing us with the wrong idea of the other one. But but but, after that long, truthful talk on the tiny little bed, all doubts are gone. We apologised for each of our mistake of not trusting. Ahh, too much of emotions to comment, I think only we knows how that feel the best. And even today, I wake up smiling when I think of that night/morning. A friend 'lost' is never easy to be found. But I'm glad we had found each other again, and with those promises that we made, I will never want to lose you again. "if u know her, u will understand".

Good for me

2010-04-07T22:19:00.001-07:00

I'm so proud of myself. I've survived another sem! But hais, 3 more torturing ones to go. I will be brave. Stand by me will you? Zzz. I hate this me!

Random

2010-03-31T10:21:00.001-07:00

Some friendship only exists for show, how pathetic. How can ppl get so close with someone they just met not long ago?it's so fake man! Totally gross. But it's alright, I will stand by your side! Don't worry, just be who you are. =)

Bruce lee

2010-03-31T10:00:00.001-07:00

I'm so crazy about Bruce lee now.. He was so cool and talented! though he was quite stubborn, but that's also the other way of saying that he was very firm to his ground and his believe. Which I'm so like him, similar in the sense. Cause everyone is telling me that I'm stubborn, but I really can't bring myself to change my opinion just because I think differently. Yea, I know I'm difficult. And because I'm not easy to deal with, I don't have lots of friends. Sounds emo I know. But I just have to face that ugly truth. Although almost hundred of pol came for my 21st birthday celebrations, but, somehow, I can sense whether they are there or not. I don like to see ppl whispering. But I'm seeing that very often. I won't ask, I respect everyone's decision. To share or hide is their issues. But when we are talking about true friendship, I suppose there is no secrets. Never mind, Bruce lee had got little friends too. I think, for ppl like us, the difficult ones, is common that ppl will easily misunderstood us. But, because of our pride, and that deadly stubborness, we don't explain for our action. And at the end of the day, the real sufferer will be us but, it's ok. Cause we hold on to our principle, and living our life in clear conscious. No back stabbing or gossiping . No matter what others say, I live my life in pride. :) just like Bruce lee. :) I believe, there will be this day where ppl can really understand and accept who I am! Way to go Kelly tan !! Jia you jia you jia you !!!

Iron man

2010-03-21T02:54:00.001-07:00

I'm iron man. can't you see I'm hiding myself in this thick metal covering to escape from the cruel reality? Violent is my only defence. I'll fight till the end!!

I miss dear dear

2010-03-20T23:04:00.001-07:00

Why do I always feel so empty when u are gone

2010-03-05T08:18:00.000-08:00

i'm super unhappy

no life till max.. !!!

birthday planning is another shit.. argh..

shouldn't have celebrate in the first place..

those that keep encouraging me to have the celebration,
where the hell are all of you?!

2010-02-28T08:41:00.000-08:00

im not ah lian,

im just direct.

2010-02-25T21:51:00.000-08:00

i miss you so much..
how many more days do i need to wait??

=(

how long is ur hair now?
dear dear are you becoming tanner?
have you slim down?
hais..
really miss you alot..
=((

hurry come back to me okays?
i love you dear dear..

2010-02-12T07:52:00.001-08:00

out of the blue, i miss hammie sayang alot.. =(

sayang.. where are u now?
sorry i didn't know how to dispose your cold, harden body..

i love you..
i keep thinking of u, especially now..

how i wish i could feel you on my palm once again..
sayang..
take care of yourself ok..?
i can no longer be by your side..
but you'll always be on my mind, for you are my first pet..

hais.. i miss you so much..

2010-02-08T07:51:00.000-08:00

"为什麽嘴硬心软的人会难过

为什麽对你舍不得总是我

还是你需要那真情意

收在日记里"

hais...
i've lost a friend, just like that..
my heart aches alot..

i don know what to do or say now..
i really hate to experience such thing in such a sudden situation..
hais..

what can i do next?
i don wish to go to school..
i don know how to face .....

i'm very sad.. but she can simply laugh it off..
this may be a small matter to her, but it had cost me to lose my 8 years of friendship..
it's so heart wrenching..

this incident had occupied my mind most of the times during these few days..
i cannot simply pretend that it's all settled..
i cannot concentrate in lecture, let alone reading the text..
i've been pondering alot..
and i hate it so..

the fact is, i've lost a friend because of a misunderstanding..
how lame but yet, how true..

hais.. im mood less for anything now..
oh man, such a wonderful new year gift.. ZZZzzzz

i don wish to attend lesson tomolo, its not that i'm lazy, but my mind is not with me now..
hais.. hais... hais.. so painful

2010-02-04T20:31:00.001-08:00

hi..

chalet booked.. but is not my dream type.. Zzz
the bigger the hope, the harder the fall..

hmmm.. gonna be happy..
must try to be..

no matter what, i still got a chalet for my 21st..
i must be happy..
my family is paying for me..
though it's not what i want.. ZZZ

this phrase " it's not what i want", keeps appearing in my mind..
this is bad, so bad..
i need a change in attitude..
ahhhhh...
but i cant..

i keep thinking if only she don interfere so much, den i'll be holding a big chalet for my birthday.. ZZZZ

now, it's so small and dark...

ahhh...

i need to stop!!!

im like fighting among myself..
a bad and a good me..

ok ok..
i should be a good girl..

don blame anyone..

now, the real fact is, ive got that (pathetic, oops) chalet, i need to be happy and excited and start thinking of the decoration, catering, cakes etc... and not whining over split milk..

no more complain..

or maybe..

one last time bah..

IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT!!!

WHY?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

ALL your FAULT!!!

hmph.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh..

feel so much better now..

ok.. back to reality SOON..
hard to promise i wont grumble, when i saw others have big and grant birthday celebration..
*SCREAM!!*

2010-02-02T09:06:00.000-08:00

planning for 21st birthday is so hard.. especially when im inviting so many ppl.. =(

mummy said sth very smart that angers me, "don invite relatives lah"

Zzzzzzzzz

the whole purpose of celebration is family to me..
cause i only celebrate with them when i'm 1, 21, 50 blah blah blah..
so its really a rare chance to see that EVERYONE gathers for me..
while friends, we celebrate birthday together every year..
so u see, during 21st, i really prior my family to friends..

but.. Zzzzzzz

i cant get a chalet!
i cant plan alot of things..

alot of ppl have given me advices, blah blah blahs..
but all i want is someone who can advices and decides for me..
i cant decide..
i find it hard cause there are too many areas to look into..

and now, because of one factor, which im very flared up with, my chalet cant be booked anymore.. hais... initially i wanted to book on the 1st feb at 12am sharp.. but because of that factor, i delayed till 11pm plus and tada, chalet is all occupied.. Zzzz... very sian.. really.. cause ive been like waiting for months for the chalet and now its no longer available..

haisss to the max..

broke down in my room.. im at a loss..

then, everyone starts to gather around me, for the first time, to plan my birthday..
tons of suggestion again..
but i just listen..
dont they think its abit late to concern for me?

hais..

im waiting for the reply of the other chalet's application..
at bukit batok..
i scare alot of my guests find there not accessible, but
pardon me..
im at my loss end..

if bb there is ok, at least i'll have a place for everyone at the comfort of home-like style..
if not, other plan like going to the restuarants, ktv etc will comes into place and gosh.. i can imagine it will be damn messy to handle..

i don noe whether my birth date is a good or bad one.. it falls on the school holiday every year.. and when march only have one week of holiday, i'm in..
every where is packed, super-peak they say.. Zzzzz

i should have just book pool terrance i guess, since daddy just said he wont look at the bill of next month.. but, haiss again.. it's all too late...

he should has said it earlier.. and not until everywhere is full..

im so .. hais..

i wish for doraemon..
i wish i could just walk out of its door and travel to another world
where everyone is smiling and care-free..
no worries, no fake relationship, no acting..
just me and my loved ones..
sitting by the side of the river,
chatting happily, watching the sky and cherishing each other..
we'll sleep together on the greeny grass, with all the stars above for companion..
then the next morning, we'll wash up together at the serene river, thankful for another day like this..
ah.. how nice if it could be true.. not like now.. =(

this is the song im listening now..
these lyrics really sings out my heartfelt feeling..

其實我也不知道　其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要的我都做不到

其實我也不知道　其實我也很煎熬
其實我也想過放棄一切什麼都不要

我的苦笑　是否你能明瞭
讓人只想逃跑

2010-01-29T09:45:00.000-08:00

i need friends around when im down..
thanks for being there..
you know who you are..

for those that made me sad,
thanks for being there..
you have taught me yet another lesson
and pls don pretend you don know who you are..

and for my dearest boyfriend who is constantly reminding for the fact that there are people pretending everywhere,
thanks for being there..
you know who you are..

lastly, a song that i've been loving recently..

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I want my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

i need to love myself more..

2010-01-21T11:50:00.000-08:00

im back again..
rather moody as usual..

Zzzzz..

i'll be fine i guess..
im lacking in something which i still cant figure out..
hais..

birthday coming, chalet haven book yet..
alot of things haven done too..

=(

2010-01-05T10:59:00.000-08:00

im going to develop photo, hopefully can sort them out by tomolo..

ahhh...

one whole year of photos are driving me crazy!!
and definitely gonna cost me a BOMB!

Boo~!

hahaha.. but i love developing photo, it means memories of a life time, unless u lost it.. =p

and my 21st birthday is 2 months away, what should i do???

can somebody helpppppp??

i don need big, troublesome celebration, i just want to gather those loves one and give them a big treat!!

like some says, 21st is about giving, NOT receiving.. hahaha

2009-12-19T11:52:00.000-08:00

i love working!!

i love the feeling of belonging!!

on one random day, i took half day off from work cause i woke up late..
den, when i reach my office at 2pm, as i opened the door, i could hear:
"oh it's kelly!! kelly, where are you? i miss you so much!! oh kelly!!"

haha.. it's spoken in mandarin lah, sound so not cheesy BUT, im really shock by their reaction lo!
hey hey, they are surprise and excited to see me eh! how nice.. =))

sometimes, even if you are late or din go to any event etc, ppl around may not even give it a damn.

their reaction really makes my day! =DD

2009-12-12T10:24:00.001-08:00

feeling rather down lately, can't find any reason to smile.
alot of things had happened, i don like it.

crying alone in this big yet, empty room is really killing me.
nights after nights, who will come for me?

"you'll get busy wearing white after lunar new year" some priest told my uncle.

Now, i really pray and wish hard that lunar new year will never come by.. or rather, that priest is wrong, so so so wrong. i know she cant be right all the time. this time she has made an error for sure.

no mood for new year, let alone my birthday. what can i do for 21st? i don know. no mood to think. im like losing interest for almost everything.

life is very sian to me. alot of no-choice i've to face and bear. hate it.

family, r/s, friends, .. nothing goes on smoothly..

sis is away at shanghai. i miss her so much. cried hard before she left the house. din send her off. i know i cant do it. i hope she'll be happy and safe and healthy. i love her and i cant wait for next sun to arrive.

now, the room is very empty. suddenly realise how much i rely on her. just being away for 9days is a struggle to me. come back soon jie.

paternal side of family is now showing out their ugly side for money. daddy made some money from my grandfather house and now, everyone is aiming for that huge sum. why are they like that? is that few grands so impt that they can forget about their kinship? talking about contribution when they din even put in effort to strive for better future? hais. ugly truth is disgusting.

johnny, as usual, go club/pub too often. i don feel good. guys and girls' point of view is really different. i don wanna elaborate here cause i know we'll be fine after the dark cloud above me is gone. im covered with gloomyness now and it has affected him so much so that both of us often sit down don know what to say/do.

my feeling is like snowball, getting heavier each day. i wish it will stop. i wanna be happy. i wanna bring happiness to everyone.

friends, i miss them. it's complicated. its not as easy as saying ilu and they'll say back to u. sometimes, its like a single side thingy. i don't know exactly how to handle. i know ive got a few really close and good ones, that's should be content, right? but why am i feeling this way? hais.

i'll find back my smile soon.

i don't laugh, now, i don't wish to forget my smile.

however, on a lighter note, im working well in singtel.
colleages there treat me very nicely.
i've made quite a number of new friends, and they are good people.
now, i love working.
i enjoy the time there.
but after work, sian-ness is back. Zzzz

life's like this?
hais.

16th dec is mummy's birthday.
nobody is free to pei her, maybe that's the sad part as a housewife bah.
applied leave for tat day, i'll make her happy, keep her accompany.
but first, please take this gloomyness away from me.

2009-11-12T10:05:00.000-08:00

i really really wanna treat my sis better..
but her dreamy and childish act really pissed me off..

can u imagine her telling you that she need to check her email in the middle of the night just because she missed her online session with her dear dear to celebrate their monthsary? MONTHsary eh HELLO!!! she is like erm.. 6 yrs (this 12Dec) with her boyfriend le eh.. so troublesome lo.. some more she got no computer, so i'll always have to
'let' her use.. please lah.. im having my holidays now.. if i don use com, what can i do??!!

doing my exam period i already din touch le right, now you still wanna fight with me every night..
though i'll give in to you cause i know how it feel when you cant talk to ur bf BUT, ! you bf is away for 5 months eh!! what about me?? say goodbye to my lappy??

you always say im free during the day, but im not lor! i go swimming, cycling, shopping, movie, blah blah blah... i've got activities de eh!! only night im free lo.. sometimes i go club or overnight kbox-ing also never use lappy liaos..

hais.. no matter what i say now.. everything will repeat again tomorrow.. so, let's just hope these 5 months passes quickly bah..

i love you jiejie.. i know you love me too..
we just need one more lappy, that's all.

=)

see you 'soon' blog.. i suppose i wont be here anytime near again cause my sis are in the midst of planning her shanghai trip with her bf online during these period now.. Zzzz

nvm nvm... i'll look on the bright side..
cheer up cheer up!!!!!!

let's look forward to more clothes and goodies when she returns from shanghai.. hahah..
what can i request from her?? hmmmm..
i wan ikan bilis!! but that's from thailand..
shanghai arh?? hmmm.. bing tang hu ru?? hehe

omg, im happy now!
haha.. i love talking to myself..
l've learnt to self-entertain when dear dear is not around..
look, im a pro now!!!

teehee~
nights all..

i love my family and friends..
above all, i love johnny..

2009-11-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

i miss Mr. Johnny Chong again..
=(

this feeling keeps repeating everyday..

i don wanna miss a thing about him..
^_^

2009-10-16T18:19:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling rather stressful and drained recently..
how i wish there is someone who will understand my feeling..
=(

i'm no longer dolly..
i'm losing the ability to fake smile..

i'm becoming more and more straight-forward now..
though i preferred this way, but who else will?
忠言 will always 逆耳..
most ppl will opt for a hit-around-the-bush style, right??
hais..

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定几个我住在心里面
偶尔像敌人偶尔像姐妹
一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对

2009-10-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

5 more days to go..
i miss dear dear..

hais, weekends are always short..
especially when you only get to see him for just one day..
=((

i miss you so much..

2009-10-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

i feel so scare.. inferior.. lost..
don leave me okay..

i tried to ignore this bad feeling but i really cant..
stand by me, will you?

2009-10-07T12:54:00.000-07:00

quick upload before i turn in..

im so obsessed with korea stuffs nowadays.. !!
songs, clothes, bages, everything!!!
even the guy (kimhyunjoong!!)..
muahahaha!!

anyway, i miss alot of ppl again..
=((

tong tong arh..
clara arh..
yun wen hsin ling blah blah blah..
zhong liang kiat arh...

i wish i've got the time to meet u all lah..
oh ya.. and my TFS girls..
ahh... i need time..!!

now, ive just finished all my tests..
din do well i suppose..
fail in fact.. Zzzzz

but anyway, project deadline next time and exam at the end of the month..
so, really sorry if i had turned u down for times..
i just need the time to sleep or study or give tuition or go popo's house..
yah, u might think im abit over to keep going to my grandparent's place..
but i really love them alot and i wanna spend more time with them together..

hmmm... yupps, so.. im busy..
wait till 4th of Nov okays???

haha.. clubbing setted alr..
what else can i plan to celebrate this holi??
hmm hmm mmm... im thinking hard..

plan with me alright??
pinic, clubbing, oversea shopping, swimming and blahs...
im fine!!!

so, don miss me too much guys..
i miss ya all too~!!

just endure with me..

and oh, silly dear dear..
jia you for ur NS arh..
=))

after 4th nov, just after 4th Nov and we'll haf fun, plenty!!!!

ps: im going pubbing this weekend!! but i'll be doing project on sun.. =((
wahahaha~!!

2009-09-11T11:06:00.000-07:00

hi hi.. back from my youtube break..
i love kim hyun joong!!!

He is so original and unique!!
so true and kind..
so pretty and detailed for his 'wife'..
ahh..

i'm hooked on youtube for months on him..
Saranghae Kim Hyun Joong~~
^^

on the other hand, hi hi peeps
i'm passed my tp!!
now, kellytan is able to drive ON THE ROAD, legally!!!

wahahah.. damn happy..
are you happy for me??
heh heh

life's short..
don live in misery..
kelly wish you well..
^^

If you would allow,

My hate.

My anger.

My jealousy.

I would gladly take it all back.

an-nyung~

2009-08-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

Facebook is so lousy..
i cant upload any photos!!
i feel so guilty cause leon's majority pics are with me..
=((

anyway, tong..
where are you??
i'm sure you are working very hard right now..
i miss you
=((
call me
=))

i keep tearing nowadays,
not that im emo or wad..

my eyes are just simply too tired!
though i sleep for more than 5 hours already.. =((

dear booking in today..
even though this is his Xxxx time to book in..
but i always feel so low on this day..
=((

school is Zzzz
i've got no comment

bye peeps..
clara tong yun wen hsin ling yu zhong liang.. .. ..
i miss you-s..

2009-08-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

i miss dear dear alot..

pls god, lord, heaven, sky anything..

i wish to see him soon..

=(

2009-08-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hi, i'm back..

just end my conversation with dear dear..
still wet with tears.. =(

though he'll be back only 2 weeks later and i've experience it when he first report to army..
But, this time is really different..

K K Chong is going away for his campfield, 6D5N..
during this period of time, he is not allow to bring phone with him..
which also means, this is the first and the longest time i'm not contacting dear dear!!
so sad..

to say i wasn't lonely is probably a lie
(not to quote from gu jun pyo, but i really felt this way now.. hais)

2009-08-09T08:28:00.000-07:00

hi hi.. it have been really long since i last blog..
well, right now im studying in SIM-RMIT now..
together with steph and pq..
so far so good bah..

just tat we've got a cb classmate..
haha

anyway, i just finish the drama 'boys before flower'
it's damn nice man..
i totally LOVE it!!
and i go like Gu Jun Pyo.. Gu Jun Pyo everyday!!

Ji hoo is also not bad..
just any one of them will do.. hahah

by the way, do u guys believe in soul mate?
i do.
=)

2009-06-08T09:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday dear dear!!

can tell that im happy right? wahaha

make-up by irene.. not my type lo.. =p

group pic with the samsung gang..

Happy birthday dear.. thanks for looking after me huh.. =))

overnight @ BB.

the next day..

on the way to collect our "swift"

A very happy driver! my J!!

so handsome!!

so serious huh.. on the first day only lah!

tata.. in-the-car pic..
Japanese street's food were delicious!!

finally we took neoprint again!

He loves it..

I like this..

@ hougang!!

2 sided pic.. my dear looks so CUTE! i love him!!

Dear dear, hope you've enjoyed urself during this birthday..

now, u r away in genting..

more than 48hrs never contact me already..

so bad, so bad..

but never mind lah..

shall forgive u this time since u r enlisting soon..

=p
(though i really miss you alot)

dear, can promise me something when u r in camp?

2009-05-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

Okay fine.. im sick of blogging already!!!

i've keep trying to load up the video and photos and it keeps disappearing and disappearing!! argh!

i've tried for so so so many days already eh, that's explain why my updates had stopped..

so, one last chance for it and it's tomolo..

if i still cant make it, den really too bad..

i'll blog what's in my draft then..

argh~!!

2009-05-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

Shuwen's birthday posting will be load up, SOON..

sorry for the waiting..

video loading is just too slow..

But..

don't worry, it's surely worth the wait..

=))

2009-05-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, super belated blog is up!!!

the birthday board.. haha.. trend of this year..

while penning down her thoughts..

he've got his hands dirty!!

The preparation.. those early birds..

Too shy birthday girl.. so i take her with her banner from the side..

The BBQ

The-nothing-to-do.. LOL!

ok, say cheers!

The 4-H..

The FYP clique..

Happy birthday ShuWen!

well and nice..

the cunning smile.. what's behind him?

OH MY GOD!

He's totally involved in it..

and after the 'swim'..

That's all folk.. more picts in facebook.. really sorry that i cant get all the videos up..

2009-05-08T01:06:00.001-07:00

To You

側田 - 我有今日

2009-05-04T10:33:00.000-07:00

Lappy is finally back to Hougang!

Celebrated my 3rd anniversary today with dear dear..
had a simple celebration..
watched wolverine..
quite nice lah i must say.. but if STORM appears, then it would be perfect lo..
hahah...

dined in at the white dog cafe..
the food is alright lah..
but the pricing is abit steep..
heh heh

dear dear gave me a card.. which i had been requesting for months..
LOL..
hmm.. though it's not those that he made from blank paper..
but the wordings inside had touched me already..
i did dropped a few droplets of tears upon reading..
haha..
dear dear, u don know bah..
=)

i made him a card too..
shall post it when i'm free..
did it during my break-s..
haha..
hopes he likes it..

anyway, talking about pay..
OH MY GOD LAH..
my pay is so damn low lah..
still waiting for my pay slip to come..
i strongly feel that there's something wrong with the math..
arghs..

brought dear dear a computer as our anni present..
not really those one whole set de computer lah..
just the cpu only..
so, affordable still..

just that, din expect my pay to be so little..
now, really must calculate every cents and dollars i spend le..
and decide whether it's a want or a need..

haha.. life like this is not bad lah..
at least my money sense had grown so much stronger now..
next time will never become a shopaholic..
or get con so easily le..
heh heh

though life is hard when u have to work almost everyday and have no time off to really relax yourselve..

but when ur loved one says he loves u,
you'll think that all that u had done is worth..

at least it applies to me.. =))
muacks..

love u dear..
just as i've said..

may we'll have another 10, 20, 30 and more years of 3rd anniversary to come!

2009-04-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

WEEKLY UPDATE!

i'm beginning to get used to my working life and those no-control schedule already..

although quite sad that i cannot make it for birthday celebrations like my popo's on this coming sat and wen's on next week.. and weiliang's and steph and
blah blah blah..

but i still felt contented.

maybe it's because i'm leading a fulfilling life bah..
with packed schedule and activities..
i felt that my days passess very fast..

this is the 3rd week of my work already..
9 more weeks to go..

i think i can make it through..
i know i can!
=))

JIA YOU KELLY!

2009-04-07T00:03:00.000-07:00

Have been working for the past week @ TPY..
cannot reveal the shop name i suppose..
but if u write my previous post, u shld know le..
haha..

anyway, full make up everyday with nail polish on..
and the shift thingy is killing me..
working basically more than 9 hours per day..
so tired..
AND I had to eat on my own.. that's even worse..

luckily tong came down on one of the day to acc my lunch..
so touched.. =))

had been calling around for some chit chat with my friends to kill time..
really appreciate those that had been entertaining me on the phone for my break time..
thanks ya!

without u guys, i don noe how my time will pass sia..
TPY is definitely not a shopping place for me..

alot of things happened within last one week..
i feel so sad lo..

but i think i cannot blog them out..
cause hafta keep company's thingy confidential..
so, dear friends..

give me a call or what during my break time and i'm more than willing to share with u..
=)

don't know when will i receive SIM's notification letter..
hopefully during june.. haha

if i manage to get in my course,
i wanna start my life afresh..
i wanna enjoy my last schooling term..
i wanna haf fun..
i wanna study really hard..
i wanna haf commitment
i wanna belong to some clique which is mine..
yesh.. for school.. that's what i wan..

for my darling..
i wanna spend more time with him whenever possible..
cause i'm working full time now..
so hard to meet..
so little time to do so many things..
hais..

for my family..
i wanna let them feel that i'm there for them still..
i'll try to go home as early as i could whenever i end work..
so that i still haf enough time to talk to them..

for my friends,
i'll plan my time and arrange to meet up whenever i can..
be it after my work or during my off days..
i'll try to meet..
cause friends are part of my source of energy..
=))

hopefully i'll get used to my lifestyle soon and stop whinning..
haha..
actually one good thing abt my work is...
i get to be pretty everyday,
i learn about skin care product and how to take care of my face..
as what i always wanted, i get to talk all the time..
actually is really a good job..
just tat i need time to adjust to it..
that's all!

good luck to me!
i love everyone!
i miss dear dear.. =((
i love you..
=))

i love u peeps..!!
call me soon!!
byebye

2009-03-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

Last entry for my entire 20th birthday celebration and that's the presents!!

Actually, it's not really the present that is important.. it's the effort that had been put in, i think..

Anyway, this is a bracelet from Clara.. the arrangement maybe abit wrong but im tired of blogging already.. so, allow me.. =))

final look of my phone with KK's keychain.. haha

Stick from my birthday cake from dear.. look so cool huh..

freebies from the camera..

from my MOST lovable and sweet boyfriend, johnny chong!

and this is from his mom.. haha

from jie, di and wei chern..

if u haf watched the video i blogged, you will know that my family thinks i look like her when i was young.. haha

from 3rd aunt..

from yuan zhen..

from hong ray..

From the best dad in the world, my father!!

From postopia..

din notice that actually the sticker on the small card that they gave, looks the same as the one i had on my phone now.. haha

That's all peeps..

i love you guys and you know who you are.. =))

Call me out when u r free alright,
i promise to make time to meet..

Anyway, i'll be starting my job in TheFaceShop soon..

so, do visit me there and if there's anything you wanna buy,
rmb to look for me.. hahah

bye everyone..

thanks for making my birthday a memorable one..

THANKS!!

muacks...

byebye..

<3

2009-03-27T03:13:00.000-07:00

Last day of my birthday week!

Went out with clara.. Dined in at seoul garden.. yum yum.. i love eating buffet though i don really consume red meat.. haha

This is the first round of our food.. the corn soup is delicious! and i din noe seoul garden serve bbq food too..!

After that, went to thefaceshop to buy my cleanser.. haha.. i still think faceshop cleanser is the best.. haha

Then, saw this perfume.. smell so nice.. decided to buy for clara.. =))

This is the bottle..

Brought some mask too.. all-time favourite..

Then, don noe what came into my mind.. the sudden ugre of obtaining a membership came up my mind.. so, i brought another perfume for myself and another items for clara..

in the end, with over 120 bucks of purchase, i can get this sake body set for FREE!

These are the free gifts that i got from the sale promoter.. hahah..

Taken @ the bus stop.. how can we end the day without a photo?

Favourite girl.. =)

Clara Thiam Wen Hui..

Tan Mei Ting (Kelly)

2009-03-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

Didn't really celebrate my birthday on this day.. cause it's baby shannon's 1st month celebration over at popo's house..!

However, i did received wishes and greeting from my relatives.. heh heh

this card is from my niece.. haha..

While tuitioning, i 'requested' some stickers from her.. hahah

Da-ta! my phone looks so nice with the new strip and stickers..
(front)

(back)

This is the birthday cake for baby shannon..
her chinese name is xuan en.. sound so nice~

Star of the night!

Yes lah.. i managed to carry her for like hmm... more than half an hour?
hahah

This is my popo.. she has been helping out in bathing the baby and taking care of the mother.. =))

below is the clip of popo showing the greatest love to her 22nd grandchildren!
btw, my popo has got 7 great grandchildren, the eldest one is already 16 years old!!
she has been a very kind-hearted and respectful grandmother and we all love her ALOT!!
of course, we do love our handsome and family-minded yeye.. =)) muacks!!

2009-03-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my birthday with MeiYu, SuYun and ShuWen.. !

initial plan was a simply dinner over at IKEA, cause wen needs to get sth for her mom..

But the thought of dining at IKEA isn't very nice to me cause i don really enjoy the food there..

So, i suggested other places but they say IKEA serve fish n chip that day..

So, okay.. IKEA..

Den, wen said she would pick me up at my block.. but she asked me to wait at her block instead..

I was very lazy to go out actually cause ive been going home late.. really had the thought of canceling the date you know..

cause to me, it's just a dinner @ IKEA and then, go home..

so why so ma fan?

Moreover going IKEA is to buy wen's mom thingy eh..

so not birthday mood lah..

But still, i turned up.. =)
and lucky i did..

After dinner, Suyun was suggesting to chill at somewhere nearby and that is the, PASIR RIS PARK!

Then, when we reached the destination, while wen was parking the car, Meiyu took out a scarf and smile at me!

That very moment i really don noe how to react sia..

i had never never expected any surprises you know..

And now, tying a scarf over my eyes is so dramatic lah..

i tout i would only seen these acts in movie eh..

Who knows i've would these romantic treatment on my 20t birthday!

okays.. den, meiyu hold on my hand and walk me along a long, sandy path..

They soon spotted a pleasant location and settled me down..

This is where i was sitting..

The waiting is long.. i think it's definitely more than half an hour?
Chat alot with meiyu who haf been accompanying me through my "darkness" moment.. haha
Talk about the good old days in school, how we used to laugh and play together..
Talk about friends..

Suddenly, as i was talking, i discovered that there's tears forming in my eyes..
I felt so touched to be in the position im in..
waiting for surprise, "feeling" the effort my friends put in.. hearing that "be careful, yun".. or " are you ok, wen".. really send warmth down my heart..

it had been a long time since i last had tears forming as the result of happiness.. maybe the last time is during secondary4 when i had finally graduated bah..

The waiting is long, but it did gave me a good time to really think through how i've been all these years..

Okays.. finally..

Meiyu held me up, walking towards something warm..

then, Suyun untied my scarf and DA-TA*!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3>

The wording is too long to be taken in full..
I feel so WOW!

Then, Suyun brought up this for me while Wen is videoing the whole process.. SO NICE!!!
I really thought they bake it by themselve you know!

This is another SURPRISE i tell you! THE SUPER BIG BIRTHDAY BOARD.. So well-deco lah!

See this happy + stunned + fortunate birthday girl.

See me and my joyful friends..!!

Hi, this is Suyun!!

Meet ShuWen!!

People, this is Meiyu!!

This is US! Since 2001..

The content, fateful sister.. classmates for hmm.. 7 years?

Happy, Happy And Happy!!

Spell S-I-S-T-E-R!!

Cam-whoring is loved!

Anytime, any place..

Shuwen is feeding me with the cupcake, can you see?

Thanks ladies, for making my birthday a memorable one..

I just wanna say..

Some friendship comes with lifetime warranty..
You don need monthly maintanence,
Or any warranty card..

But whenever you feel the need for servicing,
friends will be there to provide you with the best they can offered..

and that is what i call a true friendship..

A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

Below are 2 video clips of that day..

first one is about me walking towards the playground..

second one is the revealed of the surprise!

Do Enjoy them!

haf a nice day ahead.. =))

2009-03-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

Birthday celebration with Yintong, TaiZhong, Weileong, Casselyn (liang's gf)..

Had lunch at hotpot culture.. i tell u the food is damn good lah..

The price is reasonable and the serving is just nice too.!

This is our food, one small pot to each person.. so it's definitely okay to eat beef with me even though we are eating steamboat together.. haha

The picture below is chocolate fondue! don be shock, it's FREE too!!

These are some of the free flow cooked food.. delicious eh!!

All these went into my stomach that day.. yummy yum yumsss..

With dearest yintong.. =))

Okays.. Went prawing after that with the clique and keat leong and colin came to join us!

This is my virgin trip to prawning ok.. damn excited lah!

Da-ta! Keat leong caught the first prawn!

He was teaching me and tong how to unhook the prawns cause we were 2 newbies! haha

"See, so easy. Just take it out like that lah!"

"Of course, to do this, you need to have some skill lah". (sound like his bro sia)

Da-ta!! yintong's first prawn!!!
*yawn* eat leh.. aiyo..

*drum roll pls* Kelly tan's first prawn!!

ok ok ok..

picture time~!!

WeiLeong!

Casselyn!

TaiZhong!

KeatLeong!

Colin!

YinTong!

Thanks for being there all the time! From my lowest/stress-est project period, to SIM registration and now, my birthday celebration.

You had never once failed me, tong..

And i know you'll never fail me.. =))

Thanks for your birthday wish!! I'm so surprise to see this when i'm back to my lappy..!

Tong, I heart you!!

2009-03-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

Meet up with Steph, peiqi, dajie for mini birthday dinner.

Leon, KK, weijin and deardear came down too as 'surprise'..

Dine in at manhattan, eating the regular.. (seafood platter + soup)

No activity was planned after dinner, so we just start our cam whoring session first at the side of the river bank..

With Peiqi

With Gillian

With Steph
With KK and leon..

With deardear and Jin.. Jin is leaving for china tomolo.. =((

Now, Time for some close-up shots!

After a long discussion and some muttering between dear dear and the guys, we've decided to head down to kbox for some singing session!

Steph and dajie did not join cause they are working the next morning..

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K-box!
(no photo of leon cause he left early before our camera mood starts. haha)

Can u spot Weijin?

He is taking part in a drinking competition organised by Kbox.

The game goes like this, there will be 2 rows of teams consisting of 5 members on each side..

When the game master finished his beer and landed his glass on the table, the game starts.

The first on each side start to drink their own beer and only after the first one finished, the second one can proceed.

The last one of the team had the biggest beer of all and the beer can be passed to other member to share.

The first team that finish all the drinks WIN!

Trying to understand what the game master said.

Go, Wei Jin Go!

Wei Jin finished the last one for his team!! he cannot take it after he finish the beer.. can tell, right?

Here's the prise for winning the game.. haha

'beer' girl.. haha

Peiqi is the only girl so i took alot of photos with her.. and damn it! i forgot to take picts with KK and jin in kbox! shit man..

These photos are as if we were clubbing right? haha

With my not-drunk-but-high dear dear.. haha

Very "brother" hor.. ?

"Sister" .. ?

Couple..? YESH!!!!

dear dear.. thank you once again for making all these possible.. without u, i think we'll be heading home after meal.. LOL

thanks arh ah dear!

muacks!!!

Next entry to go.. sorry.. i'm a bit slow.. haha

2009-03-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

Did you just say, 17th march happy birthday kelly, in your heart? hahaha

yupps.. i'm 20years old on this day..
Went over to find dear dear in the afternoon. Was quite unwilling lah, cause according to him, i might haf belated present and my day is not planned..

Anyway, very happy that when i reached his place, he had already washed and dress up.. haha.. cause normally if i were to go out with him, i will need to wait for him to wake up, wash up and get changed.. so, yupps, very happy to see a clean and fresh dear at his house..

Then, very funny, uncle keep wanting to mop the floor.. haha.. den dear dear like quite pissed off, maybe he spoilt the atmosphere? idk..

I google on the internet to find out what are the attractions to see in sentosa as i think, since dear dear is not planning anything, i'll plan my own activity.. but as i was using the com,
the sound of a broken glass came from behind.

alas, my very cute and handsome dear dear wanna take out my surprise present from his wardrobe but accidentally hit his coin bank and it broke into pieces.. haha
really surprise me man.. dear dear, the effect is good huh.. =p

i was delighted to see that big blue Olympus carrier.. i din really expect him to get me a camera cause i know camera is costly lah.. Thanks dear dear..

as i was exploring the camera, dear dear keep asking me whether i was hungry or not.. i keep saying no no no but he still ask..

den, i told dear dear i don wanna go sentosa already cause camera too ex liaos, we just go normal less spending places will do.. so, i again go and google for movie theater..

"dear dear"..
"huh"..
wow.. dear dear brought in a cake for me eh!
so nice..
i really really thought he din order cake u know..
he really surprise me again.. haha

then, he sang birthday song for me! with his most lovely voice.. wahaha
i love the cake and i love everything he planned.. haha

sorry to think that u din planned anything arh dear..
but isn't that ur purpose?
happy that u success ed?

My birthday cake!!

"Cutting"

"dear dear, look here.. smile!"

Cutting

Cutting with extremely care.. haha

"let's take picture with the cake first"

"okays, can eat liaos"

"smile ah, my organizer and my guest" =))

My turn now..

Never play with ur bf after u are done with ur make up and hair.. or else, u'll hafta redo them again.. =p

张金杰，我爱你！

Watched the movie "race to witch mountain".. not bad.. but our seating very funny.. den when we look at the screen for too long, our eyes will feel pain..

after that, went to dine in at crystal jade.. wow, i din know that xiao long bao is so damn nice lah...

i love crystal jade..

yummy yum yums.. =))

Our food!

I had a wonderful birthday dear..

ALL THANKS TO YOU!!
Muacks!

2009-03-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

Family birthday BBQ chalet for GuanYu and ME!!!

Group1: mahjongs..

Group2: Seeing mahjong and overalls..

Group3: BBQ teams..

My favourite BBQ combination!
i ate very full that night cause my relative really dotes me alot and they'll bbq the food for me and say, 小公主，辛苦你了！
although im celebrating my 20th birthday, but i believe im still a small kid in their eyes.. =))
me loves them lots..

The one that book the chalet! Yuan Zhen Cousin..

This is GuanYu.. His birthday is on the 14th while i'm on the 17th!

This is Yeemin.. she loves taking pictures so, da-ta!

more pictures are in uncles's camera, so..

NEXT!

Official week of my birthday..

Wore my 'new' watch.. haha.. i only change to a new strip lah.. =p

i had been eying at this phone since dear brought his ..

phone..

And on my birthday this year, my DAD gave it to me!!

Oh.. and by the way, my mom brought me a birthday cake and my sis and bro and her bf gave me a music box.. below is a clip of me and my reaction to my present!!

ENJOY~!!

( the purpose of the music box is actually for me to emo.. but my sis hate the emo idea so she brought one with inspiring song.. haha)

Oh ya, im still looking for a music box with the song, you are my sunshine..
cause this is a very special song to me and i would really love to have it.. =))

BUT I DO LIKE my present from them, too!!

2009-03-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

HI, my Lovessss~!

Your long awaiting kellytan's 20th birthday post is gonna be up, right before your eyes now!!

But, first of all, due to overwhelming photos and events, i'll blog each day + event individually.. so, the first celebration will be at the bottoms follow by the latest etc..

if im not wrong, there should be 7/8 postings..

so my dearest friends who are having their fyp or working, hope my blog with be able to kill ur time.. haha..

okays. i'll start on a fresh new 'page' now.. teehee..

IT show

2009-03-19T11:08:00.000-07:00

HI ALL, im back.. these few days of outing is Soooooo fun!

i love birthday, and i love 17thMarch'09. =))

dear dear haf been very sweet and nice..
all his planning and gift really surprise me..

wanna know more?
stay tune next week when i'll be posting all my birthday activities...

right now, i'll just clear my ITshow picts first.. hahah

so... yupps... let's Gooooo!!!

this is our food for the first 2 days... damn nice ah.. compare to other meal box that ive eaten.. yummy yum yum*

Yintong and me are trying to be funny on the last day of day... hahaha.. we've gone insane!!!

act as if we are strong? LOL.. failure bah..

This didi here is our working partner for the 4days! he is shy to take pic so we had to grab him over.. hahah... abuse? nope, i beg to differ.. LOL

2 of us! tongtong and tingting.. eeks!!!!! haha.. sound so wrong.. heh heh..

individual..

oh ya, by the way, nowadays if i didn't tie my hair up, i'll feel my hair very flat.. like no nice like that.. haha.. i don noe why also eh.. maybe im getting used to my hair being tied.. =)) but it's so troublesome at times especially when u haf bad hair day and no matter how long u comb, the hair just look weird.. haha...

NEXT!

a close-up with yintong..
if u r taking pic with me, a close up pic will come in naturally and is a must... cause i just like it this way.. don noe why too.. hahah..

this is meiyu, my primary 1 friend till now.. 13 years of friendship? hahah..

we work in 2 different booth so i din get the chance to take much pic with her.. anyway, i've more photos with my other friends but im just plain too lazy to collect it.. =p

oh ya.. and i brought this from it show.. a earphone with mic.. to play karaokeparty.. haha

usable but cannot be consider a very good one bah..

oh, last but not least, guess who is this..

doesn't the first sight of it looks like as though it is my deardear's IC??

due to the matter of confidentiality, ive decided to keep his identity a secret.. but u can ask me if u r curious~!! =))

ok, im tired.. rmb to come back next week for my updates on this wonderful, Cinderella's week!!

2009-03-08T11:53:00.000-07:00

挺丧心的一首歌。。
有很多 版本，
所以我就把原来的 post 上来。

今夜又是一个难眠的夜，最适合听这首歌了。思绪混乱的时候，这首歌就是最好的调剂。

(你也不必牵强再说爱我，反正我的灵魂已片片凋落)

2009-03-05T19:41:00.000-08:00

2009-03-05T01:13:00.001-08:00

Hi, i've finally register with RMIT for my degree course already.
brought my desire bag and some earrings with yintong.
hmm.. not in a good mood to blog actually.
today is a sad day.

why is everyone losing their patient?
so sad.
even didi thinks im transparent.
so sad.

2009-03-04T06:30:00.000-08:00

HIHI... since i'm free, let me show u some of my pic for the NATAS fair..
(tong, i'll send u when i got all the pic from my sis.. she haven pass to me also.. =) )

na na na.. all of ME!

HELLO!

im going to be 20!

trust me, i'll grow up =)

perfect smile =)

but i like it like that

Guess where am i

Any idea in mind?

i changed my hair style already..

sad?

happy?

disappointed?

tata* day 2

my uniform~!! with cousin tingyu..

Look at the background on the left, my uniform looks like cleaner's wear?

hehe.. chen brothers..

With didi's friend, christabell

With my dearest friend, yintong.. =))

hahah... with my naughty girl behind..

na la, with u again... tingting baby.. hahah

hahaha... byebye all... hope u guys wont vomit out ur dinner, supper or wadeva.. hahaha

oh ya..
i've 85% decided to accept that phone already..
but that also means that, kelly tan is going to buy a camera soon!!!
teehee~!

take care everyone~!!!

2009-03-04T00:21:00.001-08:00

Daddy says he is going to buy this for me as my birthday present.
but then, the camera is only 3.2 megapixel.. no cybershot..
hmm.. im still thinking...

i like cybershot phone.. cause the pic is much more nicer..
but this phone is more like a walkman phone type..
cause it can support up to 8GB memory..

hmmm...
how how??
should i say yes???

i like this model at the first sight when i was choosing phone with dear dear..
such a coincidence that my daddy says the same model too..
but the camera.. hais.. i don noe eh..

i m still thinking of earning money for C905, the 8megapixel phone with cybershot de..
but that's so ex.. $495 with plan if im not wrong..
with my current financial state, C905 is too much for me to afford..

daddy's present is really a great deal!
but.. ..

2009-03-01T23:36:00.000-08:00

NATAS fair is so draining.... !!!

cant imagine my life working in ITshow...

hahahah

anyway... it's all over now.. =))

took some photos with the peeps yesterday...

will load them when i haf it...

anyway, i've change my blog template...

can u see??

hahahaha..

hope u guys like it

tehee*

2009-02-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

my birthday is coming in least than a month~!!

happy?
excited?
sad?
disappointed?

i don dare to pin high hopes..

although i've some possible-presents in mind
but who knows whether i'll get them or not..

so, better be low-profile..
in case i drown myself in a pool of disappointment..

ps: im having frequent mood swing lately.
'hao jie mei, please come out.. don torture me like that!'

2009-02-24T08:35:00.000-08:00

如果心情不好，就不要blog.
因为，祸从口出。

HAPPY SURPRISE!!

2009-02-20T00:19:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE!

KELLY IS BACK!!!

^_^

Surprise Valentine~!
Last Saturday is valentine day. Didn't plan for any celebration cause my valentine is working. So, our initial plan was to had steamboat session at suntec on Monday.
BUT, on valentine day itself, while i was giving tuition, my valentine called me and asked me to meet. Due to the fact that it's already quite late, we din meet and decided to postpone to Sun.
I went to Simlim at 6.45pm, called up KK and Jin cause i scared i'll bored cause deardear will be doing sale thingy after 6.30pm. I din wear very nice on that day cause dear says wanna meet to eat 'pork leg'.. hahaha. KK and Jin not joining us for dinner, so they go off first. Then, dear says wanna go toilet, so i stand at the booth there playing nintendo lo.
Suddenly, dear tap me and then, BOOM! A bouquet of roses stood in front of me. wahahha.. god damn happy lah.!I was dumb-fonded at that moment, i din know how to react. I'm just too overwhelmed by this surprise!! thanks dear.. =))
i feeling of receiving roses is so amazing! normally, i'll sarcastically say my sis bf waste money, every time buy so expensive flowers which don last.
But now, i can finally feel what my sis is feeling everytime she recevied a bouquet of colourful, scented flowers. although we know roses don last, but, the feeling of receiving it is beyond description. the joy, the stunness and 'touched' is just way too much than normal gift you received.
i had a happy, surprise Valentine this year..
THANK YOU my LOVE!

PICTURES~!
(Don't have picture of me and dear together =(( cause he was busy doing his sale report when we got home)

MY 'Vase'

i love my roses!

i water them every morning, afternoon and night!

lovely bouquet~!

initial steamboat plan had changed to sakae instead! anyway, this is my first time
eating sakae ala cart.. (pardon me for the spelling.. hahah)

finally a picture of my darling.. wahahha.. the bowl is BIGGG!

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Outing after last paper!

Went for Klunch after last paper with the POSTOPIA. dear dear and leon joined us after 1 hour later.
wanted to catch a movie after that, but the plan was cancelled. so, we all walk around amk hub a while aimlessly before deciding to go bugis!
PQ, dajie, gary, me and dear dear went to bugis while the rest headed home. hmm, we went to dine at M.O.F! hahah..

Pictures~!

These 3 photos cost us $6!!

Dear and me.. hahah..
WE LOVE SINGING!~!

THE POSTOPIA!

PQ says this frame suits us, so, i shall let it end this part here.

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random pic with PQ which i think it looks GOOD! wahaha

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Last Formal Presentation in NYP!

(meet my new classmates!)

this is how i look when im presenting~

NEW CLASS! together with 'new' lovable mr foo!

some random with wayne on the top right side of the pic. i know what kind of lecturer is he, but no matter what, i'll be graduating soon. and he is the only lecturer that i am with for so long.

i was in white so i was told to stand in FRONT!

Self-timer is love for cam whores~!

Random photos again.. =))

POSTOPIA!
i don like to write or read entry that will make people cry. cause only your love ones can feel how u feel.
BUT, i still need to say something.

POSTOPIA, a name after my sis's t-shirt. haha
consist of 4 girls, G, F, K and S.

you helped me laugh
you dried my tears
because of you
i have no fears
together we live
together we grow
teaching each other
what we must know
you came in my life
and i was blessed
i luv you friend
you are the best
release my hand
and say good-bye
please my friend
don't you cry
i promise you this
it's not the end
'cause like i said
you're my friend

The more I look back on all the happy times
the easier it is for me to realize
that friends are much more then hellos and goodbye
it all comes down to what you have inside.

Yes, some are good singers and some are academic
but that doesnt matter (are you starting to get it?)
all that is important is the feeling inside

For me to sit and say "I wont miss this old place"
is wrong and untrue (cant you tell in my face?)
all the frinds and teachers meant so much to me
I dont know any place that i'd rather be.

"Those were the days", I'd hear my parents say.
cherish these years...each and everyday
The people you'll meet and the places you'll go
and the hurt once thats gone is more then you'll know.

As time has changed and seasons have past
We've developed a bond that will forever last.

As we say good-bye in this our final year
We try to hold back those overpowering tears.

We remember those time that seem so long ago
As we grew up together through highs and lows.

We knew this day would eventually be here
But had no idea of its overwhelming fear.

The years have flown by but the memories remain
These faces and names will always stay the same.

So as you go out into this world unknown
Always remember i'm just 8 digits away.

New class mates. the guys are more hardworking then the previous.. haha.. we exchange notes with them. and not provide them with notes.

i'm trying to be funny with the tie, belt and glasses.

Self-timer again!

new class mates..

the ladies

let's end with PQ again.. =))

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Chinese New Year!

Chu Yi's dress and that is Chu Song!

Chu Er's dress with mommy and jiejie.

With my Bro and Sis. i love them!!

With my johnny darling~! and jie and didi~!

With little princess and the GIRLS~!

With our favourite Ye-ye~!

Some randoms with tingyi and tinghui

New year goodies~!

Steamboat!!!

Gifts from deardear to my parents~

Our New bedsheets~

JieJie's Minnie is cuter than you!

My Winnie the pooh is eating popcorns!

Didi's mickey is all-star lover!

^_^

byebye~!

2009-02-19T10:13:00.000-08:00

be patient peeps...

i'll just load all the new photos up in facebook...

will be blogging very soooooon~!

ps: do tag yourself if u see nice pic okays?? cause too many picts already.. hahah

2009-02-14T07:53:00.000-08:00

How many days a week must YOU come to my house?????!!!

did YOU bring anything with YOU, before???

empty-handed still stay here for so long... we eat supper also must buy YOUR share..

did u pay my dad???

shameless asshole...

2009-02-12T08:11:00.000-08:00

do u know why i hate u so much.?

because u took up all the time that my sis is suppose to has with me..

u snatch her away...

u.. ..

bitch

2009-02-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY JIEJIE's BOYFRIEND!!!

I JUST CANT ACCEPT OUTSIDER IN MY FAMILY...!!!

SO WHAT!!!!!!!!!

BUZZ OFF MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THE SIGHT OF U!!!!!!

I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U...

SO WHAT IF I SLAMMED THE DOOR LOUDLY?????

I DO IT PURPOSELY TO MAKE U PAI SEH... SO WHAT??!!

SO WHAT IF I SLAMMED ALL MY BOOKS ONTO THE FLOOR???

I DO IT TO MAKE U PAI SEH!!!!

TO MAKE U PAI SEH LAH.. U BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

STILL DON WANNA GO HOME...

THINK I GONNA SWEEP U OUT WITH A BROOM..!

MUMMY ASK ME DON BE LIKE THAT, DON MAKE U FEEL SO BAD

BUT, SO WHAT?!

I JUST WANNA MAKE U PAI SEH, MAKE U FEEL OUT OF PLACE, MAKE U GO HOME!!!!

GO AHEAD AND HATE ME TOO IF U WANT...

I WONT MIND!!!!!!!!

CAUSE I JUST DON'T LIKE U....

MAGGOT!

teehee

2009-02-01T03:27:00.000-08:00

Take me away

I'm gonna hurt somebody

take me away right now!

2009-01-27T05:20:00.000-08:00

before i start my report... i would like to wish my reader a new happy year... =)

but i don like this year... seriously, i don like cow year..
this afternoon, i tout i could finish foo's report den go out till night time...
but who knows my lappy is down!
i can even load into the window page..
hais..
super scare my report will be gone...
i cry like a freaking retard... on the 2nd day of this goddamn fucking new year..
my dad and sis keep trying to think a way out for me...
but i encountered this before, it means that my harddisk is crash...
goddamnit.

den i start calling all my IT cousins and relative for their help...
scaring everyone out with my gastly crying voice.. -_-
den i got 3 helpline from 3 different person..
so, i go to the nearest one first...

dad drove me to my relative house whom that helpline is at..
most of my relatives were there as well...
and they were like saying, ah ting, why u so sad???
-___________________-
facing the fear of redoing report, of course sad lah!

after troubleshooting my lappy for a while, it's finally working...
guess what's the problem?
that silly fatal error is, the hard disk is loosen!!
fuck man...
i feel so retard lah! gay lah

i got no internet connection there,
so i just type in whatever i know lo..
then stay there till night... Zzz

those adult were like mahjonging..
den the liitle ones were asking me to be the banker and play 10cent, 20, 30, 40, 50cent poker with them.. argh...

new year is so damn boring...
i begin to lose the excitment of new year...
especially with common test on 3rd day..
it's totally no mood!

now, back to foo's report again...
i'm clueless already...
what is routing protocol?
what to put in for appendix?
what to write for conclusion?
am i doing it correctly?
damn it... i don't think i can finish it by tonight...
and damn it again...
i haven touch on my revision...!!!

tomolo i will be sitting in the lecture hall,
with an empty mind and shaky hands
den keep reading and reading through the paper hoping my english composition skill will help
and i'll write out a nice essay answer for it..
and hoola, i'll face the music..

argh, i hope what i just said wont come true..
but in this goddamn cow year,
who knows..

i already cried bitterly on day2 le..
what's more to come.. ?

happy birthday yintong

2009-01-17T19:10:00.000-08:00

YIN TONG is such a Darling!!

thanks for her companion yesterday, though it's kinda belated b'day celebration for her.. but i had fulfil my singing desire and also, brought a floral heels, a handbag, a skirt and a belt! big cheers to her, yah?

Klunch @ cine is love!! see how delicious the food are.. taste really up to standard man..
we extend our klunch hour and sang for 300mins!!! hola!

i treat tong kbox as birthday gift.. hope she is happy.. =))
our lovely strawberry rainbow and green apple.. =))

tada* tong and mememememe!!

tong says too ex for kbox wanna give me 10bucks... i rejected and says, if u really feels bad.. den we go take neoprint lo!.. millions year take le.. and so....
too bad we din select the right print we want.. den the neos look so small!! anyway, it sure serve the purpose of marking down that day of joy!

with our own cam and photoscrape, i can selected any size and frame i want!! =DD
after neoprinty.. we went to fareast... saw this dress concept... looks like it'll be the next oncoming trend i suppose? and so, ... we randomly grab a set of it and try out, with no intention to buy!!! wahaha... if the sale personnel see this, she'll surely hit the top of the roof!

can u guess which one is me?? hees
i think i cant wear like that lah.. looks so big size nor.. but anyway, i've tried it on!

after purchasing all my heels, bag etc... we went to TANGS to stroll around.. lol

and we are trying to be funny~ heh heh

see! how bless little children are today.. last time, my swimming costume is those like 'wrap dumpling' style lo... where got so nice so sexy de...

and again... we of us trying to be cute! hahahahahaha
i ask tong to pose that lah.. den my turn, i saw those spongebob brief so i just grab and dada*! yintong haf a nice smile right?? wahaha..

camwhoring with mirror reflect..

camwhoring again in the children's changing area..

and again, in the mrt station~!

hees... that's all for now... happy birthday tong... u are the first to hit the big twenty!!! hope your big 2-0 will bring u good luck and good health... and many many other 2-1, 2-2, etc... i'll be there to celebrate with u... cheers!!!

2009-01-17T19:02:00.000-08:00

had formal interview few days back for comm skill.. hmmm... no comment for it.. i don noe whether is it good or bad... anyway.. here's the photos!

with the formalians.. haha.. and with the girls

group photo with larry's eyes close and with steph's face block.. haha

lastly, i shall pronounce this 2 cam whore weirdo as COUPLE!!! hahaha
i looks weird and so is dear.. but i blog up just for fun.. hees

2009-01-15T08:47:00.000-08:00

i just need to rant

my bro is planning to enter poly... with a cut-off point of 14...
he DIDN'T intend to discuss anything with me!
he turn all my advice to deaf ears!!!

everyday only says wait for jiejie... wait for jiejie...
WTF?!

i not jiejie meh....?? although he always call me meimei...
but the true fact is im jiejie and im a poly student now!
im sure i know more than jiejie!!!!
im sure!!!

argh... always jiejie here jiejie there...
wth lah...
den me wat??
extra arh???

my sibling make me into a freak~~!!!
they don care me and always ignore me!!!!!!!!!
i don like
i don wan!!!!!!

i hate being outcast!!!!!
i hate them for ganging up!
i hate myself for worrying abt his olevel result for a few hours few days back.!
i hate myself for encouraging him during his olevel time!

argh!!!!
can u just hear me out????

2009-01-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

back to the square one..

i don understand..

don wanna understand also..

i see the whole picture now..

=)

2009-01-03T09:37:00.000-08:00

Had a very scary nightmare last night...

i dreamt of 3 people died in my dreams..
out of the 3, one is my most beloved people.. =((

i woke up in tears and frights..
i'm afraid of losing him..

this dream make me realise how much he meant to me..

i felt so lost when he's gone..
i'm so .. homeless..
=((

anyway, as long as i've said it out...
the dream wont come true
right??

come to think about it,
if one day, i passed away just like that,
so suddenly,
what will u do?

will u still come back to visit my blog?
hoping that u'll see some unexplain entries and assume i'm the one that blogged?
or even, see my cbox replies??

hais.. life is full of unpredictation..
cherish and treasure ur every breath..
even if u go off just like that,
at least there's no regret..

byeeeee~

2009-01-01T06:26:00.000-08:00

sorry to announce,
but i wont be appearing online on facebook again i think... cause...
the following incident is not the first time that had occur,
it's pretty sick and scary... so, yupps...
let's chat in msn bah...

there's some weirdo in facebook..!
beware and be careful..

example that scare me:

my facebook msn pop up and... i stunned awhile... cause i don know him lah... but ppl compliment u by right shld say thank u mah....
henry: are u a singaporean?
kelly: hahah, ya..
(change com to using desktop)
henry: i love singapore.. but i'm from hong kong.
kelly: ooh, hong kong... ok..
henry: next time i fly over to singapore to SEE U..

i stunned again... and suddenly, i saw his nick saying abt mafia war... so i ask him to add me.. to change topic lah... and u see...

ok.. our conversation stop here... i feel so sick... i think he is browsing my photos lo... den i quicker appear offline lah... so guys, see ya in msn... =))

anyway, i'm listening to 搞笑- <罗志祥> ... quite nice leh... i'm gonna haf his new album's songs SOON!!!

2009-01-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

sorry guys... i know my entry is abit messy.. hahah

anyway, did i mention tat i spend my new year eve with bf?
yupps... i went over to look for him den we went for hair cut..
trim only lah for both of us...
not much difference...
=)

had pizza for dinner!!!
understand this circumstances, having a pizza dinner is really awesome!!!
=)

so once again, i love u dear...
hahahah

tomolo gonna report back to school yet again...
Zzzzzzz

gonna start on our project now...
sian x 100000000000

haha... gonna chiong my projects liaos...
i wanna do well for my last 3 months in NYP...
i wanna give myself a good memorise..

=)

i want and i'll achieve it..
i'm sure i can do it!!!
i'll only hear the good things and look at the bright side...
=)

if i can do it, so can YOU!!!
*tata*

2009-01-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

April'08

had birthday celebration with the clique...
popo's birthay in april too... really love them alot... of course, cherish my every moment with them... i've lost a pair of paternal grandsparent.. i cant afford to lose u two also... po po ye ye, i love you!!! although during alot of events, i really got the urge to hug u and just say i love u, but i cant bring out the courage... hais.. but i don wanna regret not saying my love to u... aiya.. what am i emoing...??? ok, move on...

some of the family members... hahha...some onli!!!!!

random in the toilet..

i left MOF.. wahahhah

hmmm... i'm tired of blogging le... feel so sick...
anyway, i'll stop here now.. wahhaha...
aiya... those recall thingy, u can click my blog to view previous entry.. i'll stop my summary here...

before i go.. i would like to say, i love you dear...! thanks for being with me throughout these years...

byee all... i'm going to drink my barley again...

2009-01-01T00:34:00.001-08:00

March'08

March is my birthday month... so, let's recall the good old time of mine!

KK gave me my cute ah bui and sayang...

from little cousin who save for months for my prezzie... hahaha

and from dear dear!!! my super duper coooooool present!!! love ya... muacks!~

ok, my nails for that week... hahah

from sis and bro... faceshop is love! especially that mask~~~

hmm... from DTs!!! were having FYP back then

hahah.. ding tai fung with boyfriend chong!!!.. yummy!

hahah.. rmb to use this or bring it home... damn waste money lah... LOL

Mr.J

Ms.K

in school, had pic with everyone... this is done by stephWong.. hahah

in the toilet with pq... i keep snapping and she keep random posting behind me.. hahah

back then, her hair will still so cute... wahahahah

work in MOF in march... in uniform...

having FYP, need to wear

2009-01-01T00:18:00.000-08:00

FEB '08

Went to batam with girlfriends... was a very fresh experiments as i seldom go oversea let alone take ferry... so, yupps... will be in my memories... and also, due to busy schedule, we din really meet up these days... hopefully after graduation, more meet ups will be planned and carried out... =))
ok.. random cam whore with di di

went to johnny's relative house during new year... this is hmmm... xaiver..

this is nicole.. hahah... i don think johnny will remember their names, right dear dear?

ok ok... and lastly, new year pic of MYSELF!

oh-ya... feb is the month of valentine...
what did we do on that day huh dear dear??
i cant recalled and i cannot find any pics leh...
Zzzz..

January '08

2008-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

Jan' 08..

Had formal presentation, still hanging out together...
although i've never really enjoyed sticking together in this manner, but still, thanks for all your companion.. =))

some jan's random pics at dear dear's house...

day out with daddy and mommy to shop at some random warehouse sale.... wahahah

with newly dyed highlight patch and still using purple eye shadow...

last but not least, done something very pai seh at AMK hub with dear and leon... hahaha

happy new year

2008-12-31T23:46:00.000-08:00

welcome my first entry on 2009!!!

happy new year everyone!!!

just read some blog entry of some friends and realise that at every end of the year, ppl will rant about how bad the past year had been and how good the hope the new year will bring.. but think about it, if at every end of year, u conclude that the year is bad, den.. which is a real happy year for you???

Stop ranting my dear humans.. in life, there's always 2 sides.. look on the bright side man!! just like me, i don't rant if i spend my new year eve waiting to play mahjong at tai zhong's house... or having fever on new year day... wahahahaha

Hmmm... saw some of my friends' blog putting photos of the past and thanking those that mark a foot print in their life.. should i???

photo??
hahah...
fine... i shall not be lazy...
let me dig out some be-u-ti-ful pics for yahs!!!

while waiting, pls here this good oldies

How deep is your love - Bee Gees

2008-12-29T09:18:00.000-08:00

i let emotion clouds over my mind for the previous entry..

really look kinda emo..

sorry everyone..

actually my camp is not that bad afterall..

just that u know, when u r sad,
u just keep saying things that make urself even sadder..
u know, u know???
(only an emo will know, hahah)

anyway, my achievements for this camp is that,
i get to make new friends..
get closer with other friends like alice, cai xuan, chermanie, tian soon, desmond, blah blah blah..
i get to watch bedtime stories..
i get a new water container.. hahah
i get to watch heros season2..
i get to learn new drinking games...
i play very high 'heart-attack' with some friends..
i make ppl drunk and vomit..
i eat mr.bean...
i eat dai dai fung...
i eat bbq food...
i eat buffet...
i eat mos burger
blah
blah
blah...

enough say of the camp le...
there's always a black and white side in life...
it depends on how u see it...
if u r emo, of course u see black all the times...
but if u think clearly again,
u will see white ray of light and den u'll be free from depressing!

that's my theory lah huh...
when u don feel good, be it angry or sad..
don blog first..

wait till u haf calm down, think over it well,
den start making ur speech..
in tis way,
the speech u made,
is really what ur hearts tells u to say...

=)

goodnight all,
i love u dear...

2008-12-28T07:23:00.001-08:00

listen this by chance, quite nice

If You Could Only See Me - Ina

2008-12-23T08:58:00.000-08:00

hi everyone!!!

i'll post a complete x'mas entry when im back from camp!

till then.

byeeee~!

sneak photos~!
haha.. cover her eyes =p

he is MINE!

merry christmas, postopia~

no funny cbox comment pls, my family may be viewing my blog!!!!

2008-12-20T11:36:00.000-08:00

属于说得好，家家有本难念的经。

我现在读的，是一页又心酸又沮丧的文章。

里头的内容，我就不多说了。

因为，家丑不能外仰。

=(

2008-12-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

twilight Definition

twi·light (twī′līt′)

noun

1. the subdued light just after sunset or, in less common usage, just before sunrise
2. the period from sunset to dark
any growing darkness
a condition or period of gradual decline following full development, achievement, glory, etc.

catch TWILIGHT today with dear dear..
damn nice lah...
very touching and damn romantic(to me)..
cause dear looks abit bored.. haha

edward is so protective towards bella!!
so man can..
i like those manly guys..
wa... i'm so crazy about it..

i hope for a slow dance with dear..
i hope for a prom night with him..
i hope for a vampire bf!!
i hope for a EDWARD!!!

wahahaha...

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA....!!

twilight is a MUST WATCH!

anyway, my jie just told me that there's 4 series of twilight novels..
the one that i watch today is from book one..

So, i'm looking forward for more twi-twi..
hahaha...

2008-12-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

haha... some out-dated pics... enjoy!

ONE random outing... hahahah

trying out new year clothes.. one slutty, one too squarise... no no

pokerdot is loves...hahah... i don noe how to spell... wahahhahah

me with nice nails... =)

childhood favourite... garfield!
me and my 'cat' face.. haha

me and MY MP3!!!!! =p

random again
and random again...

haha... that's all..

i just gotten all the pics of my cousin's wedding...
alot of my face lo..
the photographer siao de lah...
take so many of me...
my relatives all says "wa, ah ting alot of shots hor"
i so pai seh can...
i don wanna stole the limelight de lo..
but luckily my cousin say free de nvm.. hahah

will blog the pics soooooon... till then!
ciao~!

12-12-08

2008-12-13T06:38:00.000-08:00

hi hi.. it haf been long since i last post.

well, let me just skip to the most recent event that i had.. about the unspoken or unseen pics, i'll post it during my next mass updating.. hahaha... till then!

yesterday, we had an advance birthday celebration for PeiQi..
although our surprise din really shocked her, but i'm sure she is very happy already because it's the effort and thoughts that count.. we really did cracked our brain trying to make her happy. so, yupps.. let's see the pics now!! =)

With the pretty birthday girl..

The set meals.

Me and my pizza + bitter grapefruit

Cam whoring in the toilet. Steph's eyes are beautifully drawn.. =)

With the Central's christmas deco~!

The random walking back view..

birthday girl and her SURPRISES!!

Random road pics.. Credit to DAJIE~!!

Cheers~!! In the pub, with 2 bottles of Martell (mylove) and 1 bottle of Chivas.

Random group photos..

naughty naughty~~

0610 clique~!! thanks for the memories~! (sound like my bday, haha)

The act cute-sssss..

Birthday girl with birthday kisses~! loves POSTOPIA~

Birthday girl with her loves..

Birthday girl with her loves cont'

random pics~

me with humans.. haha

me and some more humans.. wahaha

me and my favourite guy.. and half-face DAJIE.. wahahah

Here are the steps to play 5-10. =p

Random~~ with favourite guy again!!! muacks.

Randoms wake someone up.. wahahah...

that's all for the pics..
by the time i post this, KK is already on the plane le bah..
just meet up last night and now u r away, kinda sad man..
hahaha...
god bless u with smooth journey...
=)

and of course, to the birthday girl.

i hereby wish u a super-duper, turbo very happy 19th birthday.!
you've been one great friend of mine.
someone whom i can look for when i need a listening ear.
you've been a very good team member in term of project,
a reliable source for asking question while studying.
you are very family-minded, that's very good.. hahaha

but u r always so low self-esteem.
in this birthday of yours, let me make 3 wishes for u.
1) reject the temptation of chicken skins and cheese!
2) no more family conflict and friendship issue.
3) ignore comparison with the ppl ard, u are who u are.

lastly, let me send u a sentence again.
"You have your life, and i have mine"

hope you'll take in my sentence and wont feel so inferior again..
or maybe, less inferior.. =)

*tata*
bye byeee

Mass blogging---part7

2008-11-24T04:42:00.000-08:00

hi peeps... this is the last part of my mass update..

if u guys haven start reading...i'll recommend u to read from the last entry that u last read...

=)

this entry is on my cousin's Wedding on 11-23-09.

My mommy's darlings~!!!!

The friendly and helpful brothers...

Cousins... =)

pretty pretty Sisters!!

And with sister again...

and again... hahah

qiu yue, di and jie... =)

dear dear and little guan yu..

Dear and me~!!

baby gerine and me...

yee min and me... wahhaha

close up of my dress ^^

meishan

meiting

meiting's sister

meishan's sister

me and the bride...

7 sisters, 7 roses...

me like little girl, carrying her long dress all the time..

Jie and Mei

Our hong bao from the groom... heh heh

sisters for lasts...

The brothers

The sisters..

Self-pic in the morning... at 5plus? hahah

in the afternoon...

evening~!!!

that's all i have for u all....

byeee now...

no more posting le...

Mass blogging---part6

2008-11-24T03:00:00.001-08:00

This entry is on my new hamster's cage...

can u spot my hammies?
They love to bath together... lalalal~~

New home!

Old house... hahah

Let's gooooooooooo!

Mass blogging---part5

2008-11-24T02:40:00.000-08:00

This entry is outing with my mom, jie and di for yuan zhen's wedding gift..

compasspoint's foodcourt had changed... and these foods are yummy!

my mom is as young to be my another jie jie.. hahah

See her red hair! fade abit le...
this is the first time i'm loading a video... hahah.. origin from ME!!! please see... it is a magical hello kitty jewel box... it really surprise me and my jie...

if only we were born few years later... ahahaha

as we walk... i saw these figurines...

looks so sweet lah...

just like the scene of me and you watching tv... hee hees

and this one... familiar to u, dear?

hee hee.... i love u, johnny chong!

Mass blogging---part4

2008-11-24T02:21:00.000-08:00

This entry is on POSTOPIA outing at.... pizza hut!

creamy ice-cream....
and pretty princess~!!!

Now, let's go~

Mass blogging---part3

2008-11-24T02:05:00.000-08:00

Hi Hi... for this entry, i'll strongly recommend that if u just had ur dinner or lunch of whatsoever, please, skip to the next entry...
heehee...

the myth of Zhi~Lian.....

Hee hee... let's move on...

Mass blogging---part2

2008-11-24T01:52:00.000-08:00

This entry is on my family!

my little cousin came to my house last weekends and drew a picture of me and my lappy..

i think she had done a great job because, what she had drew is the same as what i'm wearing!
hahaha... and the lappy also...
nice job...

Went to my popo's house over the weekends also...
was looking through at some of the old photos..
saw this..

2 super duper cute kids... damn cute lah... it really brings back the memories of those good old days... carefree childhood...
Now, everyone had grown up...
where will we be able to find such innocent smile again?

and lastly, this one.... my popo's wedding photo!
Looks so classic right? and i think my mom really take over the genes of my popo... hahah... they look alike... as for me, of course, i've inherit the unique baby face... =p

Let's go to the next one..

Mass blogging---part1

2008-11-24T00:50:00.000-08:00

hi my dear friend...

i'm going to mass update my blog since i end school early today and also,
it've been a awhile since i last came here...

so, to make my blog entry more organised..
i'm gonna blog in alot of little little entries...

THIS Entry is on our IKEA trip...
=)

Let's go for the next one!

2008-11-17T07:04:00.000-08:00

我的电脑终于可以写华文了！
很久没有用汉语拼音了，
有点生疏。。

近来，我对很多事与物都腻了，
没有任何的心情和期待。

就累了吧。

今天，有 papercut 在脚。
我也不痛。

我真的是没感觉了吧。

2008-11-16T10:17:00.000-08:00

累..

疲憊...

精疲力盡....

2008-11-15T09:22:00.003-08:00

i love this song since young..
just now watch jacky wu's show..
heard this song again..
really very nice~~
鄭中基 - 別愛我

im beautiful

2008-11-14T11:06:00.000-08:00

sorry for the very emo entry..
my mens come 5 days earlier..
maybe that the reason.. =p
pardon me..
=)

let's hear it..

sorry, this is the best MTV i can get from youtube..

just wanna let you know that..
I am BEAUTIFUL!
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY!

hees... nights darlings